Hardly alive.
It is Hard. Hard to hear you talk and not get the feeling I'm missing something. Hard to see you walk and not want to be by your side forever. Hard to hear you laugh and not want to be every reason you do. Hard to listen to the word "love" come out of your lips and not whisper "me please?". Hard to pretend every single time you touch me time doesn't stop. Hard to think so much about you and not shout when I realize you're not a dream. Hard not to dream about you. Hard not to label all my songs with your lastname. Hard to feel like I'm not the only one. Hard to be myself around you. Hard to be strong. Hard (and harder) to breathe. Hard not to give it all up and just keep you forever like this. Hard not to blow it. Pretty hard to be inlove, but how amazingly beautiful the little things it brings. marie